I’ll copy my tweets about because I’m lazy:
Realizing I might have a very dark scene coming… Don’t want to write it. Maybe it’s not supposed to happen, maybe something else happens…
But it can’t be that! Maybe it happens later, but not now. No… It has to be kept for later, right? I don’t want it to happen!
*bites nails* I never bite my nails. Huh… Realizing once again something about my character: I really really really care about her.
Which is good, because it means the readers will care.
But it’s too dark! I can’t let it happen… 😥 What do I dooooo?
Just thought, maybe it can happen. But then I’ll have to do this other thing.
The "once again" refers to when I realized I ADORE my character. I’d use the word "love", but that’s creepy.
For today: 685 words. For now. I feel many more coming. Will need dark music for this scene. Woah. Going to completely change Kenna’s life. She’s going to be sunken into her depression even more. *bites lip* I can’t do it. Oh God. Oh God. I can’t! Starting to feel nauseous. Not good. Not good.